Sunday, March 12, 2006
dil chahta hai but not this
i have been wondering for the last 4 months tht will i cry the day am gonna part with my friends. will i have clogged throat and overflowing emotions on tht day? but today (oh srry its already a yesterday)i was listening to the title track of dil chahta hai and my mind wandered into the last 4 months of enjoyment and frolicking and masti. those brisk plannings tht would still stretch into hours. those long hours of hanging around the canteen. those awkward poses for photographs( more than 4 gb of only still photgraphs in last 4 months). idling in the campus. going to watch movies in huge numbers.making friends with the acquaintances of the past 31/2 years. visits to places in and around the city. the barbecue, the boating fun :P ,the struggle with the waves and many more moments of ecstasy. although its kind of delusion eluding me from my career path ( am still to start my final year project) but still then i have enjoyed every moment of fun. so wont i shed tears when am gonna part with my friends. still unanswerable. at this moment the light of a car comin towards me seemed hazy(i was heading towards rajmahal square). i could sense my watery eyes. no i wasnt cryin its just tht my eyes had moistened a bit. i was filled to my capacity with emotions. i decided tht when i get back home i would chat with my friends long into wee hours of the morning.
on returning back i switched on my comp eager to catch friends online. to my joy many were. i started pinging them. barik and lucky stopped replying after sometime. nishant didnot respond. xuxant gave an excuse and fled off to have his dinner. had a short chat with gupta. rosy said tht she was busy watching crapy movies so cant spend time with me. and finally nak gave me a genuine reason an indeed laughable one. he has to attend his company wipro's workshop 2moro(srry its already 2day) so he needs to prepare for tht. so nak since when have u started preparing and tht too for a workshop. so despised ( sort of) by my friends , ditched by time i started blogging. so now wat do u say will i cry the day i part with these friends who ditched ,me when i needed them? better stop these thoughts. i would give it a thought some other time.i should watch some movie ( not a crapy one) to ease me out.
on returning back i switched on my comp eager to catch friends online. to my joy many were. i started pinging them. barik and lucky stopped replying after sometime. nishant didnot respond. xuxant gave an excuse and fled off to have his dinner. had a short chat with gupta. rosy said tht she was busy watching crapy movies so cant spend time with me. and finally nak gave me a genuine reason an indeed laughable one. he has to attend his company wipro's workshop 2moro(srry its already 2day) so he needs to prepare for tht. so nak since when have u started preparing and tht too for a workshop. so despised ( sort of) by my friends , ditched by time i started blogging. so now wat do u say will i cry the day i part with these friends who ditched ,me when i needed them? better stop these thoughts. i would give it a thought some other time.i should watch some movie ( not a crapy one) to ease me out.
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comeon Golak
you were never like this. You know why you are feeling like this now coz you think after some days all these are going to end and you expect many things from your friends which you may not have expected i think if you would have been in your third year. Then you must have given a middle finger thing to all of your friends. But now as we are not going to be there practically after some days you think we are ignoring you. Be the same practical Golak we have seen since 1st sem. Dont try to be amir or sid. Everything will be fine and we will be friends forever. hey i am getting senti now. Chill dude.
you were never like this. You know why you are feeling like this now coz you think after some days all these are going to end and you expect many things from your friends which you may not have expected i think if you would have been in your third year. Then you must have given a middle finger thing to all of your friends. But now as we are not going to be there practically after some days you think we are ignoring you. Be the same practical Golak we have seen since 1st sem. Dont try to be amir or sid. Everything will be fine and we will be friends forever. hey i am getting senti now. Chill dude.
ehy kaushik u r rite. tht was just one off moment when i felt despised and blogged this. now back to normalcy i feel like showing my middle finger to this blog and those overflowing emotions of yesterday nite.
Phew, I am really tired thinking of the last time u were so senti, and I concluded that u were never senti , neither in the college nor in the hostel. So what all kinda changes are going on in u . Have chill pill and I know u will be ok. And there is nothing for which U sud be despising ur friends(US).There were times where we were togather , times where we at the hostel had missed ur presence and specially I had missed U many a times. But as u know everything is destined and man's destination is not his destiny. In another two months we will be parting our ways but that wudn't bring end to our friendship cos this is a two way relation which gets better and better by reciprocation.So just chill and be the Gol that u were .
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you(My frenz)
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you(My frenz)
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hey dude, i m going through this post for the second time...it's making me emotional (again)...i know we all are feeling the same way coz DEPARTURE word has become a gr88888 truth for all of us which we have to accept at the end of these 1 & 1/2 months... but since friends are the great treasure of life(infact the most-important-part-of-life) ,we'll always remain connected FOREVER.....
coz DIL CHAHTA HAI....HUM NA RAHE KABHI YAARON KE BIN....
HAIL FRIENDSHIP!!!!
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coz DIL CHAHTA HAI....HUM NA RAHE KABHI YAARON KE BIN....
HAIL FRIENDSHIP!!!!
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